Saturday, June 04, 2005
Another meaningful dae.. did volunteer work at Downtown East Bowling Alley.. n we were given 3 free games.. yeah.. nubbad larhz... juz played n played.. did sum super sparstic n stupid things.. by stepping into dat super slippering area n pushing the ball in.. or sitting behind it.. n pushing the ball in..
Aiyaz.. i suddenly no mood to tok bout anithing.. i'm feeling bad nw.. i juz kinda ticked Dickson off... i carn control mi feelings nowadays manz.. n i dunno watta sae nw.. i tink aik siong is rite bax.. i shld learn how to restrain mi feeilngs.. dats y i alwaes haf dis feeilng dat mi relationships nxt term will b full of prob n obstacles.. coz a person like mi.. dunno wad i'm doing.. alwaes letting mi emotions getting the better of miselves.. i dunno wad i'm doing every nite? soaking miself in tears.. waa.. i almost ticked Zuxin off as well.. it was reallie almost.. i tink i getting veir guo fen larhz.. sumhow..
i haf super complicated feeilngs nw kaes.. its like dry n tangled hair.. or jumbled up together.. n u carn seem to like u noe untie n unknot it.. u noe dat super guilty feeling.. dat u r treating the whole world liddat.. for no particular reason.. wen no1 ever offended u.. did sumthign nasty to u.. n u r reacting like its the end of the world...
i reallie feel like shutting off frm the whole world.. pressing dat x at the top right hand corner of every conversation window.. going to slp nw.. n slp.. aiyaz.. dunno larhz.. mi mum reallie.. make mi veir veri buay tahan sumtimes.. still toking bout guys.. she tinks dat i'm steading.. even mi mum doesn trust mi.. u noe the word trust.. how much it means to mi.. to gain pple's trust.. n even mi mum doesn trust mi.. i carn trust ani1 as much.. i'm practically left wif nth.. i swear.. so wad if i haf frnez.. can dey b dere for mi wen i reallie nid dem? snrs leaving.. almsot everything left is gone.. it's alwaes dat heart-wrecking.. saw dat frenster pic. yesterdae.. mi heart totally shattered.. i juz stared n stared at it.
so mani things............. dat makes mi ponders.......................... wonder....................... i dunno.. if onli things cld b dat wae.. alwae remain liddat....................
or mayb we cld 4eva turn baq the clocks.........
bring baq dose happi moments..
if onli..............
Friday, June 03, 2005
Woke up real early todae.. for CIP.. coz Mr Jing Hui was desperately in need of pple to go to Downtown East Bowling Alley to assist the Special Olympics of the MINDS n Towner Garden Kids.. frm all over the world...n seriously.. i felt dat it was super meaningful.. so i agreed at ard 11plus laz nite.. LOLZ.. n Ms Xiurong came online at ard 11plus as well.. so i asked her to pei wo go for it.. well mi mum doesn even noe wad is CIP.. i reallie tinks she noes mi blog le.. for all i care.. i shall go create diary-x... lock all mi entries.. put mi passie in mi msn nick.. HAz..
CIP was slack yet reallie fun.. Mi n Xr had a reallie gr8 time chatting.. having breakfast at burger king.. LOLZ.. den went to the cafe to do hmk.. i completed mi cheng yu chao xie in 3 hrs k.. nubbad le ymy.. coz i was juz sitting dere for 20mins donig mi work.. den Yiting mdm suddenly popped out of nowhere.. n shes reallie super duper chio.. n she sat at the table nxt to mi.. she said hi to mi lerhz.. LOLZ... i tink she misses Sec. 1 Sqd.. HAz... den i juz continued doing.. n at ard 5pm.. mi damn mother called.. seriously.. i was super pissed juz nw.. she was asking.. y pple go home u dowan to go home.. hu r u wif nw? how cum i hear a guy's voice.. she asked mi dese few questions bout 10 times in less den 3mins.. n i was reallie alone K! wa piangs.. shes totally the most unreasonable.. doubtful.. suspicious woman i haf even seen k.. walaoz eh lorhz.. i realie buay tahan her dat i feel like throwing off mi fone down to the escalator immediately. .den she said.. the cafe is a junk place kaes.. i want u to go home immediately.. den walaoz eh.. din even sae bye den hung up the fone.. FINE.. i listen lorhz.. n she was screaming into the fone.. her voice was like super blardy chao ji wu di loud.. den later she called mi again.. in less den 1min.. n asked.. where r u nw.. den i said.. walking out of White Sands.. den she said bb.. u noe wad i did.. i hugn up the fone on her.. tell u kaes.. i tink she getting super overboard..
JUZ get it clear manz.. no 1 can control mi.. i do wad i like.. u wanna gain control of mi.. u wait till i die.. u can do anithing wif mi ashes.. as long as i'm alive... i will nt allow ani1 to gain control of mi..nt as if i did sumthing against the law.. well.. she asked for the CIP's teacher in charge n i tink she called Ms Christine Tan to check up on mi.. she super guo fen larhz.. wen i went for camp.. she rummaged for mi hp.. on it wifout mi permission.. look thru mi over 100 messages... n saved all mi contacts into her hp.. n she gt Ms Yeo's no. wifout mi knowing lorhz.. GUO FEN LIKE HELL KAES... n if i wanna stead it's none of ur business.. the more u don trust mi the more i will rebel.. i din even do anithing wrong in the fers place kaes.. i'm nt steading.. y do u alwaes like to sae.. how cum i hear a guy's voice in the baqgrd for a million times.. walaoz.. now i noe how impt TRUST is in ani kind of relationship kaes.. walaoz.. i haf been tolerating n tolerating.. nderes a limit to mi tolerance kaes.. u tink i'm a pushover.. tink u so big or wad.. wa piangs. .so free kip checking up on mi.. u don trust mi dats ur prob.. pls. lorhz..
N I SWEAR.. I HATE PPLE HU DON TRUST MI.. DOUBT MI ABILITIES.. u can forget bout being mi fren.. even noeing mi kaes.. i'm totally PUT OFF juz nw.. n fortunately.. i nver get angry more den 30mins unless u go super overboard.. but still i'm still put off larhz.. seriously...
yea.. i was super freaked out juz nw at the bowling alley.. coz i was toking wif Xr.. toking veir happily.. den a guy was walking past us a few times.. den i juz din take much notice.. den he suddenly sit bside us n ask if we ate lunch le.. n dunno y.. i felt veri uncomfortable.. so we hurry up ans den i stood up n xr follow stand up.. den later wen we were abt to walk awae.. den he pointed at mi.. den ask mi to sit down.. den i was like.. i dowan to sti down of course.. den he kept asking for mi hp no. saying dat it was for the bowling competition tomoro. .den i told him i don blong to MINDS but a volunteer.. den Xr kept telling him dat.. den he dowan to give up.. so i was freaked out... n hurry up ran awae pulling Xr awae.. den walaoz.. alter i saw him again.. i freaked out again.. i hurry up hide.. n squatted down.. den later i crawled thru the crowd kaes.. so pathetic... but dat guy reallie scary larhz.. Xr oso scared lorhz... den later in the conference room.. a cockroach was crawling at high speed towards Xr direction.. den we freaked out again.. den we ran outta the room quickly.. LOLZ.. realli veri stupid of us.. budden.. the cockroach was HUGE.. ENONORMOUS.. GIGANTIC.. scary arh.. n the feelers reminded mi of Jasmine Sim's hair.. LOLZ.. haz.. n i realised how much hmk we haf.. yeah kaes..
so
TRUST IS DAT IMPT IN A RELATIONSHIP..
haz..
so no matter wad..
trust every1 ard u bax..
if its possible
coz i tink suspicious doubtful n distrusting pple r reallie veri detestable..
n i swear..
i gonna get a Diary-x acc.. ASAP.. haz.. =)
Thursday, June 02, 2005
seriously.. to b honest..i feel quite terrible nw larhz... i suffering dunno wadever blues larhz.. out of a sudden i feel empty.. the feeling like i haf been raped of mi soul.. mi heart has been exterminated.. n i'm almost worse den dying.. u noe.. the feeling wen u r left wif practically nth.. dat ur life is juz totally meaningless.. n dat it doesn make a difference to the world.. wif onli an extra mouth to feed.. wasting the world's natural resources.. n wadsoever larhz.. lost again sum stuff in life.. y muz we lose dese pple in our life.. y do we nid new ones.. yea.. i seem so whiney.. so childish.. so wad if dey will alwaes remain in our hearts.. can we get baq the drill sessions we used to haf.. the PT sessions we used to haf.. i feel veri lonely all of a sudden.. seriously.. times seems to haf left us bhind.. remember the fers Sqd N i gt to noe was Xiangqi mdm.. she was reallie super nice n thou shes super quiet.. i still tink she loves us a lot... n since laz yr.. wen we visited the supreme court.. i decided dat Jiaming sir was going to b mi favourite snr.. n Xiangqi mdm mi fave mdm.. n qiwen sir was the one hu taught us moral values in life... yongzhang sir was the one hu cared for us dat much.. dat often hu did nt show it so obviously... n of course shuqi mdm hu was alwaes dat considerate n totful towards us.. all of dem touched n cared for us in their different waes but dey all haf sumthing in common.. dey loves us.. no matter how much we hurt dem by disappointing dem wif our lacklustre drill performance.. dey nver gave up on us.. n wen dey punished us.. we may nver noe.. like wad Quanrui sir said.. dey might b crying bhind our baq... everytime dey punished us.. no matter wad we did.. dey forgave us...
i dunno..
i reallie dunno.
i seriously feel empty
dat lonely feeling..
dat i carn fathom..
waa.. i reallie dunno wad is happening larhz.. i juz feel confused.. n i'm sleeping all dae.. slacking thruout everything... i reallie dunno wad is happening
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
hmmz.. went for SC camp.. n TC in dese 3 daes.... SC camp was sianz larhz.. seriously... nth veri meaningful bout it to mi.. coz i din spend time wif the pri sch kids but found out sum stupid stuff which made mi rather upset... shall sae it here since i don tink i did anithing wrong in the fers place...
as mi SC sec. 3 snrs.. i tink u all shld juz tink of better waes to gain the teacher's trust den to push all the blame to mi... wad do u mean by u all feel threatened n Ms Yeo tells mi everything but nt u all.. she tells mi everything coz shes mi form teacher.. n i c her practicallhy everydae.. wells.. to u all too.. i dun noe wad u all mean by i'm climbing the ladder veri fast.. u all juz stop all dat stupid crap k.. it's nt mi fault if u all r nt given a chance to do anithing for SC.. aniwae.. i tink all of u r more den glad bax to b able to slack.. i noe among us.. dere r pple hu join for CCA points. but get it clear.. if u wanna join sumthing.. commit urself to the fullest.. be a somebody.. or else.. don join.. rather den b a stupid slacker rotting over dere.. wen ur presence doesn make a difference to SC kaes..
actly on the fers dae was brooding over dat stupid thing.. was wif Le-anne most of the time.. was in the control room most of hte time.. coz seriously.. lectures nth much to do.. den 2nd dae... waa.. lectures was flop for mi.. coz i din manage to sae anithign dat made sense... i was supposed to do debriefing for all the games.. den i was like.. toking nonsense.. but nvm nvm.. i oso din reallie xpect things to b liddat..
Den later in the afternoon.. dis guy called WenXiang.. u noe the Dunmanian award winner.. he went to VJC... yea? n later toked to him bout lots of stuff.. din noe him in the fers place.. but he enlightened mi.. seriously.. i tink snrs r reallie the ones hu make a diff to our lives bax.. told mi a lotta stuf.. bout VJC.. y he din wan to do anithing for VJC coz he din like VJC.. n his experiences in life... HAz.. veri philosophical
Kaes.. shall tok bout the saddest stuff which is bout to happen.. ARGHhh.. yesterdae.. was the laz training activity we had wif out NCOs... PT was quite slack but dunno y feel like fainting coz can c stars dat i couldn push miself up.. wen i was doign situps. STUPID ritez.. i dunno wad i doing lorhz.. it was like.. i felt like closing mi eyes.. wen the sun was glaring rite into mi eyes.. aiyaz.. dunno larhz.. i juz seemed stupid.. o yea.. mi.. jieying..liyan..jingxuan..wenkai..sihong..waixiang.. n a few more guys.. we din bring NP text.. so we were punished by Yuelin sir to memorise the 10codes of NPCC... i tink we reallie deserve it ymy.. we r so damn blardy qian bian.. budden i reallie din mean to forget to bring the NP textbk.. coz i din go home the dae b4 TC.. n i predicted dat surely in mi bag.. gt sumthing forget to put inside.. ARGH.. but nvm.. den aiyaz.. we had lectures.. seriously.. i was falling asleep.. but i understood most of the stuff bax.. mi geog got A de lorhz.. juz dat i need a memory refresh.. HaZ... yea.. so blar blar blar blar... yea... drilling we learn dat reallie super seh command.. den we were doing it like so mani tiems but enjoyed it a lot.. n shuqi mdm was telling mi to do hentak kaki everytime i reach the point early.. but i was like to wait n bang.. shit rite..den later i managed to do dat.. den dunno wad.. qiwen sir was like telling mi to bang slowly or wadsoever.. haz.. den i reallie veri qian bian.. coz i was like in wrong position.. den kip affecting the whole sqd's dressing.. alwaes one lorhz.. coz i kip forgetting botu dressing.. yea.. den was quite sad larhz..
interaactive session.. i realised dat Shuqi mdm was crying... den later c her in the canteen.. her eyes red again.. Omy..
seriously.. everything seems to haf happened yesterdae onli... n i carn bliff the nxt POPis cuming.. argh... it seems like onli yesterdae we were born.. n todae we grew up... n the nxt moment.. we r going to b trainign sqd... aiyaz.. dunno bax.. i tink muz thank dem for doing so much for us.. lecturing us.. caring for us.. teaching us.. scolding us.. all dese were for our own good.. i itnk we grew up during our golden yrs coz of dem bax.. our potential was maximised.. i still remembered wen dey fers came n wanted us to do 60+++ situps.. pumpings.. n we were all shocked n tot dat dey were crazy coz the sec. 1 Sqd Ns onli maximum wanted us to do 20 20 20.. but todae we realised dat all dese were all for our own gd n mani of us haf reallie toughen up... yea.. so i guess.. no matter wad happens.. we will nt forget dem.. we look into the future.. but most importantly.. dese memories r more den enuff for us to lasta lifetime..
hmmz.. went for SC camp.. n TC in dese 3 daes.... SC camp was sianz larhz.. seriously... nth veri meaningful bout it to mi.. coz i din spend time wif the pri sch kids but found out sum stupid stuff which made mi rather upset... shall sae it here since i don tink i did anithing wrong in the fers place...
as mi SC sec. 3 snrs.. i tink u all shld juz tink of better waes to gain the teacher's trust den to push all the blame to mi... wad do u mean by u all feel threatened n Ms Yeo tells mi everything but nt u all.. she tells mi everything coz shes mi form teacher.. n i c her practicallhy everydae.. wells.. to u all too.. i dun noe wad u all mean by i'm climbing the ladder veri fast.. u all juz stop all dat stupid crap k.. it's nt mi fault if u all r nt given a chance to do anithing for SC.. aniwae.. i tink all of u r more den glad bax to b able to slack.. i noe among us.. dere r pple hu join for CCA points. but get it clear.. if u wanna join sumthing.. commit urself to the fullest.. be a somebody.. or else.. don join.. rather den b a stupid slacker rotting over dere.. wen ur presence doesn make a difference to SC kaes..
actly on the fers dae was brooding over dat stupid thing.. was wif Le-anne most of the time.. was in the control room most of hte time.. coz seriously.. lectures nth much to do.. den 2nd dae... waa.. lectures was flop for mi.. coz i din manage to sae anithign dat made sense... i was supposed to do debriefing for all the games.. den i was like.. toking nonsense.. but nvm nvm.. i oso din reallie xpect things to b liddat..
Den later in the afternoon.. dis guy called WenXiang.. u noe the Dunmanian award winner.. he went to VJC... yea? n later toked to him bout lots of stuff.. din noe him in the fers place.. but he enlightened mi.. seriously.. i tink snrs r reallie the ones hu make a diff to our lives bax.. told mi a lotta stuf.. bout VJC.. y he din wan to do anithing for VJC coz he din like VJC.. n his experiences in life... HAz.. veri philosophical
Kaes.. shall tok bout the saddest stuff which is bout to happen.. ARGHhh.. yesterdae.. was the laz training activity we had wif out NCOs... PT was quite slack but dunno y feel like fainting coz can c stars dat i couldn push miself up.. wen i was doign situps. STUPID ritez.. i dunno wad i doing lorhz.. it was like.. i felt like closing mi eyes.. wen the sun was glaring rite into mi eyes.. aiyaz.. dunno larhz.. i juz seemed stupid.. o yea.. mi.. jieying..liyan..jingxuan..wenkai..sihong..waixiang.. n a few more guys.. we din bring NP text.. so we were punished by Yuelin sir to memorise the 10codes of NPCC... i tink we reallie deserve it ymy.. we r so damn blardy qian bian.. budden i reallie din mean to forget to bring the NP textbk.. coz i din go home the dae b4 TC.. n i predicted dat surely in mi bag.. gt sumthing forget to put inside.. ARGH.. but nvm.. den aiyaz.. we had lectures.. seriously.. i was falling asleep.. but i understood most of the stuff bax.. mi geog got A de lorhz.. juz dat i need a memory refresh.. HaZ... yea.. so blar blar blar blar... yea... drilling we learn dat reallie super seh command.. den we were doing it like so mani tiems but enjoyed it a lot.. n shuqi mdm was telling mi to do hentak kaki everytime i reach the point early.. but i was like to wait n bang.. shit rite..den later i managed to do dat.. den dunno wad.. qiwen sir was like telling mi to bang slowly or wadsoever.. haz.. den i reallie veri qian bian.. coz i was like in wrong position.. den kip affecting the whole sqd's dressing.. alwaes one lorhz.. coz i kip forgetting botu dressing.. yea.. den was quite sad larhz..
interaactive session.. i realised dat Shuqi mdm was crying... den later c her in the canteen.. her eyes red again.. Omy..
seriously.. everything seems to haf happened yesterdae onli... n i carn bliff the nxt POPis cuming.. argh... it seems like onli yesterdae we were born.. n todae we grew up... n the nxt moment.. we r going to b trainign sqd... aiyaz.. dunno bax.. i tink muz thank dem for doing so much for us.. lecturing us.. caring for us.. teaching us.. scolding us.. all dese were for our own good.. i itnk we grew up during our golden yrs coz of dem bax.. our potential was maximised.. i still remembered wen dey fers came n wanted us to do 60+++ situps.. pumpings.. n we were all shocked n tot dat dey were crazy coz the sec. 1 Sqd Ns onli maximum wanted us to do 20 20 20.. but todae we realised dat all dese were all for our own gd n mani of us haf reallie toughen up... yea.. so i guess.. no matter wad happens.. we will nt forget dem.. we look into the future.. but most importantly.. dese memories r more den enuff for us to lasta lifetime..
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Kaes.. the hols mood here.. dunno y stll muz go for primary school leadership camp.. i tink it's crap.. i swear.. i dun even noe wads mi lines for lectures.. for dat 1hours.. i duno wad i gonna do.. save mi! i tink i'm almost fainting.. watched a show juz nw.. how can gd triumph over the evil? the world isn fair yea? look at ur 5fingers.. y weren't dey the same length in the fers place.. told u.. the world isn't fair..
the dae was sianz.. dis was wad mi maths tuition teacher wrote in mi progress report.. Grace is a promising student with lots of potential.. BUT SHE NEEDS TO MANAGE HER ANGER.. HAz... i oso tink i haf a veri bad temper sumhow.. i feel like flaring up at the smallest stuff sumtimes ya noe.. wen i'm super stressed n feel like i'm going to explode sumhow.. like a volcano liddat k.. n en the lava start spilling out of the volcano crust or wadever u call it.. it's terrible.. n he said i veri de rough.. n maths tuition getting veri sianz.. shall move to mon class.. whereby gt a lotts VS shuai ges hu make u laff like hell thruout the lesson yea?
den the dae was sianz sianz sianz.. n mi choker broke.. coz i tink i was tugging n tugging it.. for no particular reason..
u noe dat worried feeling is baq again.. i having goosebumps.. n every nw n den the chill goes down mi spine.. dat insecurity.. wen i was young.. saw how parents quarreled.. things broke.. blar. nw.. i'm worried.. again.. dat scene kips flashing thru mi mind.. went she held the knife.. ARGH.. i dunno.. i'm juz scared... mi dad's eyes is bloodshot.. i'm reallie scared k.. i'm consoling miself by telling miself i'm worrying too much.. but but but.. i haf a strong phobia for dis.. n mi heart reallie sinking.. coz dat scene kips flashing baq in mi mind k..
kaes.. i'm done here.. bb
Saturday, May 28, 2005
I tink LIFE ROX like heavens manZ!!
e dae was fab manz..
coz coz coz
i opened the bk..
OMG..
i was stunned..
EHH.. SERIOUSLY i expected a 20plus position n wanted to cry in frnt of Ms Yeo..
OR get a 15 n juz give a dumb smile
BUT BUT BUT.. the IMPOSSIBLE HAPPENED...
N the unexpected took place..
I AM #36 IN CLASS...
WHOA.. wonderful.. i'm laz in class.. hiak hiak hiak
juz juz juz juz juz jk..
kaes.. serious nw... serious nw... mi position shot up by more den 10positions.... i was reallie shocked in amazement.. joy.. euphoria... anithing u may sae... but i'm in the TOP 10 in class.. YAYs.. reallie happi k.. n mi mum started counting the Bs in mi report bk wen i opened it.. budden the fers things i looked was mi position... n Ms Yeo asked mi.. how do u feel nw? i said.. I'M STUNNED.... den mi mum said.. how can she improve her eng.. den Ms Yeo said.. actly her foundation of her eng is gd.... n she has good writing skills.. juz dat her laz test pulled her down.. i expected her to get a high A2 n even an A1... -_-" den she said.. mi attitude in class was ok.. juz dat she has been veri quiet n less lively compared to laz yr... but overall shes a bubbly gal.. n mi mum did a stupid thing by asking her how to improve mi Lit coz i got a B4 for it.. den Ms yeo couldn answ ymy...
later.. went to tok to Mdm Nora.. .. she said "her results r ok larhz"... she unds the text.. she juz needa improve her improve her writing skills n blar.. n den attitude wise.. good... veri bubbly n asks a lotta question.. budden needa cultivate the interest ymy... all was crap..
Li lao shi was the one hu said the worst comments bax... she said.. translated into eng.. the wae she speaks very farni.. gt problem in communicating in chinese... den mi mum went... den how to improve.. coz i'm frm an eng speaking familee.. so she advised mi mum to ask mi to read NEWSPAPERS.. u noe wad is NEWSPAPERS. u noe the thick stack of paper whereby one article contains more den a thousand words.. n u read for less den a min... n ur mind will drift awae coz u don unds coz u r SEEING the words.. n don UNDS A SHIT.. A CRAP BOUT IT... N U JUZ SKIP MORE 50% of the words coz u don unds it.. n she said.. tell u arh.. u wait long long i read newspapers.. =P
yeah.. dats all bout it.. n Ms YEo was kinda forcing mi into DHP.. she was BRAINWASHING mi mum.. n mi mum after dat was pestering mi to go into DHP.. den she said u join 100% will get in.. den i told her.. wads the pt of joining since u will 100% get in.. dis means dat it's so LOUSY dat even FLUNKING students like mi can get in.. u noe i tink dose hu applied haf no brains or wad... look at the Is of other JCs..
-RJC
-VJC
-TJC
-HCJC
-NJC
Aren all dese enuff for u.. y do u wan to join a IP sch whereby u r almost a guinea pig.. wherby u r nt guaranteed of the results.. which has no JC facilities which dey sae it's a mere 2yrs ONLI... n u noe wad pple sae wen dey go TJC.. even TJC's facilities n much better den DHS ones.. n dey sae DHS ones are RUN DOWN k.. i'm nt insulting.. but it'sa fact.. wad can u DHS promise.. the teachers.. NTH.. the programmes.. ALL CRAP.. hu wans BICULTURAL PROGRAMMES N GO TO CHINA FOR A MTH TO DO RESEARCH STUDIES.. which makes mi mum feel disgusted.. mi even more disgusted... A SQUARE A CHINESE SCH liddis..
So i made a promise wif mi mum.. if don get into VJC.. which is totally fine wif mi.. coz i'm worried miself i carn get used to JC life.. i will remain in DHS for another 2yrs..n go thru Os.. n wadever dat lies ahead of mi.. i will juz accept it.. yeah.. b open to challenges ymy.. i actly made the impossible possible le.. dis shows dat as long u juz give in dat teeny weeny bit of ur potential.. ur talent.. ur effort.. ur hardwork.. ur committment.. n most imptly.. UR EVERYTHIGN..wad u get is definitely a MILLION times much more den u expect...
Went high.. was disappointed wif languages.. went to Bugis... pierced mi rite ear... did mani stupid stuff... like looking at wedding fotos n whoaing at dem.. n stepping into Puremilk doing the stupidest thing u will nt ever tink of.. n BLARz.. all superficial.. juz DON LIKE shopping yea?
yeah.. aniwae mi advice to couples out dere.... wan to take wedding fotos.. a place u muz nver miss is the BEACH... the sand.. the sky.. the wind.. the SEA.. wonderful effect manz..
Bernice toked to mi bout Mr Goh.. yeah.. repeated mi stnad.. dunno y every1 was looking at mi in dat manner yesterdae.. u noe wad is TEACHER- STUDENT relationship.. yesh.. we SHARE DAT RELATIONSHIP... n dats it...
n YEAH... the PA crew rox MANZ.. thru dis 5mths.. we haf GONE THRU THICK N THIN TOGETHER.. dealing wif the faulty machines.. the mikes... nver forget the fers time i touched the thing.. n the whole system.. went bersek.. n we got a lecture for dat.. yeah.. all dat reallie make mi life so wonderful.. n Jinhui n Ming Shuen teaching us so much dese few mths.. wif Mei Hui n Sophia inspecting us.. n Hengjie sometimes giving us advice.. showering us wif so much concern.. WE HAF DEVELOPED STRONG FEELINGS LOVE PASSION FOR EACH OTHER... mi was mentioning dis todae n we all agreed... yea? esp.. mi ying ying.. yuru n Hsien Liang.. yeah.. mi n Hsien Liang alwaes pair up while Yuru n Ying ying alwaes pair up.. yeah... Hsien Liang poor thing.. alwaes kana mi worst suaning over his height.. n he alwaes feel zi bei wen he stands bside mi... HAz.. den in the control room.. reallie cl feel the warmth.. n all of us.. fell into top 10 in the class.. n dey haf been the onli pple hu haf seen mi report bk.. todae.. Gary.. Yanchun.. Mengshuen.. Hsien Liang.. n mi were toking bout chiobus.. HAz... den dey started toking bout the requirements dey wanted of a gal.. den dey sae guys wan generally gals at least 10cm shorter den dem.. HAz.. dats y i said basic requirement for guy's height is 175cm larhz.. Haz.. den Hsien Liang sae he alwaes feel veri zi bei wen he stand bside mi.. n he n gary tink dat i too tall le.. HAz.. den Yanchun sae dey sooner or later will sure b taller den us de.. HAz... makes great sense... i'm in a high mood k.. decided dat i haf ENUFF.. of all dat emotions... all dat stupid entangled relationships.. time to b u noe.. more serious n dese stuff r onli a small part of life.. mi big part of life will cum wen i'm 17...
Aniwae.. i haf cum to a conclusion
MI MUM POSSESS EXTREMEE KIASUISM..